30 September 2004 @ 04:13 pm

Ok since HALLOWEEN is coming, I wanted to go dressed up as my favorite Living Dead Doll Tragedy.

She looks like this So I actually bought some purple dye and now I have purple streaks instead of red right now. I plan on dying all of my hair black the begining of November. That is all for now

24 September 2004 @ 03:42 pm

The nonsense ensues

Todays plan involves walking to Walmart so I can obtain a bottle of BLACK hair dye....>:) I'm not sure what day I'm gonna dye it, but eventually I shall have all black hair.

Other than that I'm probably gonna buy a cd or drink. It gets boring at my house sometimes so I gotta get out and do something. Right now I'm just waiting for my friend to get here, then we can head out together. I guess nothing else has really happened yet. lame.

22 September 2004 @ 02:25 pm

I have no skills in life lol

I'm getting so impatient for Halloween...... AHGFGH why can't just be October already?!

Otherwise, today I've just been listening to bls.. Hangover Music Vol. VI is a really good album. I'm really hoping to try and get back on my skateboard again and actually learn how to ride it but I really am embarresed by the thought of my neighbors seeing me not even know how to balance on a skateboard >xO I know that no one probably even cares but its just the thought that they could be judging me is what gets to me. Hopefully I can somehow succeed in riding a skateboard before snow comes along...

Another thing I really wish I could do is learn guitar or bass... I wish I had enough money for a nice instrument but that will most likely never happen.. I can dream though I guess. If I had more confidence and skill I would be willing to openly sing but I know my tone is a bit.. flat.. and I just don't have the greatest sounding voice. If I could sing or play something good I would love the thought of having a band. Even if it was only a cover band, it just sounds like it would be really fun. If it had to be a cover band where I sing I would have to make it an Evanescence cover band I think, I know their songs really well but the issue is that I sound like shit.... If I played guitar I would love to do Black Label Society covers, I'd might even bring a shot at backing vocals maybe?

I don't know anymore, I guess I just hope I can conquer one of these goals soon enough.

Peace out fuckers

Current Mood:

contemplative

20 September 2004 @ 07:59 pm

You're so predictable...

Did you guys see Good Charlotte's AOL sessions yesterday? I ADORED IT!!!

I gotta say, I think Predictable is definetly one of my favs from their new album. It keeps on playing over and over in my head <3

Also I know they're twins and all but Joel and Benji have such great harmonization it sounds sooo good together.

That is all for today.

Current Music: Predictable - Good Charlotte

19 September 2004 @ 03:17 am

I know.... I'm lazy :-(

I said like a month ago that I was gonna upload pics of my bedroom and all but..................

I cannot do so.

Why you ask?

Current Location: My unfinished room

Current Mood: amused

amused

Current Music: Good Charlotte

01 September 2004 @ 11:59 am

My personal top 10 for hottest WOMEN!!!

I don't care what anyone says, I love women too so suck my dick :P

Current Music: Kittie - In Winter

30 August 2004 @ 11:32 pm

My personal top 10 for hottest men lol

Current Mood:

satisfied

30 August 2004 @ 08:19 pm

You deserve nothing at all....

Current Mood:

pissed off

Current Music: Kittie - Pain

26 August 2004 @ 12:37 am

So fuck your rules man!

Earlier today I went to go hang at the park with one of my friends, I wouldn't have went if it was early in the morning though cuz it was raining and thunderstorming when I got up today :p it looked and sounded cool though.

It said it was 74 out but it felt pretty hot out once we got there, It's suppose to bet hotter tomorrow though so might as well enjoy the better weather as it lasts. I hope the fall breeze kicks in soon.

Current Mood:

creative

Current Music: Lovefurypassionenergy - Boy Hits Car

25 August 2004 @ 01:35 am

Cleansing the soul

I finally got around to it and started to clean up my room. I just had to get play some songs from Type O, H.I.M, and Smashing Pumpkins to give me some motivation. I haven't finished cleaning yet but when I get up later and finish up, I'm going to put up more posters from the magazines I've recently bought. I'll try to remember to take some pictures and put them on here.

Current Mood:

determined

08 August 2004 @ 04:23 pm

Fuck it all

I'm so f***ing done with all of this bullsh*t. I haven't been close to my sister due to past trauma from her and as of this year, she has been trying to talk to me again but with a quick look at all of the messages shes sent to me, I know she hasn't changed and she is just gonna start all of her stupid, manipulative crap again to me and I don't want it. What she has done to me has broken me, I will always be stuck with the sh*t she put me through. Now her boyfriend is getting involved.

Hes been telling how much of a fucking idiot I've been for keeping her out of my life and is claiming I pushed her away for stupid reasons. Not the case, I stopped interacting cause she had abused me.

Current Mood:

pissed off

10 September 2003 @ 05:26 pm

Just chillin

Just another pointless entry... I decided to watch Invader Zim :D

Current Location: My room

Current Mood: bouncy

bouncy

15 August 2003 @ 07:17 pm

Just very bored. :p

Current Location: My room

Current Mood: blah

blah

30 July 2003 @ 03:03 am

New userpic

Just changed my userpic, this is the whole picture if anyone was wondering.

enjoy

Tags: joey jordison, slipknot

Current Location: My room

Current Mood: hyper

hyper

Current Music: Evanescence - Tourniquet

24 July 2003 @ 10:54 pm

Seven things

Seven things in your room:

1. My bed

2. My computer (shitty may I add)

3. My living dead dolls

4. CDs

5. TV

6. PS2

7. Gamecube

Seven Things You Can't Live Without:

1. Air

2. Food

3. My hair

4. Clothing

5. Music

6. My friends

7. A room to myself

Seven Things You Want To Do Before You Die:

1. Travel

2. Grow out my hair longer

3. Learn an instrument

4. See Slipknot live (and others!)

5. Buy more weird shit!

6. Get taller (im the shortest of my family :/)

7. Get thinner

Seven Other Things:

Do You:

Smoke? Nope

Read the newspaper? Rarely

Pray? Rarely

meditate? No

Have a Job? Partially

Wish on Stars? Sometimes

Have you ever:

Gone skinny dipping? Hell no

Had surgery? Never

Swam in the dark? Twice before with my friends

Been to a Bonfire? Plenty

Ran away from home? Yeah

Played strip poker? No

Pulled an all niter? Plenty

Seven Things In The Last 24 Hours:

Have You...

Cried? No

Sang? Yeah

Been kissed? Nope XD

Felt stupid? All the time XD

Talked to an ex? N/A

Missed someone? Yes

Tags: me

Current Location: My room

Current Mood: awake

awake

17 June 2003 @ 08:05 pm

I'm still alive

Sorry for bailling out on livejournal, just got too depressed and was busy with school. And starting next week I have summer classes :p

Otherwise, I've been thinking way too far ahead and I've started to plan out what I'm gonna wear on halloween.
I want to pull together a Joey Jordison costume and wear that for this year but I just gotta find a jumpsuit and his base mask.
I'd like to do this look specifically

idk I just decided I should prob post something other than just, "I'm alive" lol

Tags: halloween, joey jordison, slipknot

Current Location: My room

Current Mood: calm

calm

Current Music: Slipknot - People = Shit