30 September 2004 @ 04:13 pm

Ok since HALLOWEEN is coming, I wanted to go dressed up as my favorite Living Dead Doll Tragedy.

She looks like this So I actually bought some purple dye and now I have purple streaks instead of red right now. I plan on dying all of my hair black the begining of November. That is all for now

24 September 2004 @ 03:42 pm

Todays plan involves walking to Walmart so I can obtain a bottle of BLACK hair dye....>:) I'm not sure what day I'm gonna dye it, but eventually I shall have all black hair.

Other than that I'm probably gonna buy a cd or drink. It gets boring at my house sometimes so I gotta get out and do something. Right now I'm just waiting for my friend to get here, then we can head out together. I guess nothing else has really happened yet. lame.

22 September 2004 @ 02:25 pm
I'm getting so impatient for Halloween...... AHGFGH why can't just be October already?!

Otherwise, today I've just been listening to bls.. Hangover Music Vol. VI is a really good album. I'm really hoping to try and get back on my skateboard again and actually learn how to ride it but I really am embarresed by the thought of my neighbors seeing me not even know how to balance on a skateboard >xO  I know that no one probably even cares but its just the thought that they could be judging me is what gets to me. Hopefully I can somehow succeed in riding a skateboard before snow comes along...

Another thing I really wish I could do is learn guitar or bass... I wish I had enough money for a nice instrument but that will most likely never happen.. I can dream though I guess. If I had more confidence and skill I would be willing to openly sing but I know my tone is a bit.. flat.. and I just don't have the greatest sounding voice. If I could sing or play something good I would love the thought of having a band. Even if it was only a cover band, it just sounds like it would be really fun. If it had to be a cover band where I sing I would have to make it an Evanescence cover band I think, I know their songs really well but the issue is that I sound like shit.... If I played guitar I would love to do Black Label Society covers, I'd might even bring a shot at backing vocals maybe?

I don't know anymore, I guess I just hope I can conquer one of these goals soon enough.

Peace out fuckers 
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
20 September 2004 @ 07:59 pm

Did you guys see Good Charlotte's AOL sessions yesterday? I ADORED IT!!!

I gotta say, I think Predictable is definetly one of my favs from their new album. It keeps on playing over and over in my head <3

Also I know they're twins and all but Joel and Benji have such great harmonization it sounds sooo good together.

That is all for today.

Current Music: Predictable - Good Charlotte
19 September 2004 @ 03:17 am

I said like a month ago that I was gonna upload pics of my bedroom and all but..................

I cannot do so.

Why you ask?

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Current Location: My unfinished room
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Good Charlotte
01 September 2004 @ 11:59 am

I don't care what anyone says, I love women too so suck my dick :P

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Current Music: Kittie - In Winter
30 August 2004 @ 11:32 pm

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Current Mood: satisfiedsatisfied
30 August 2004 @ 08:19 pm

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Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Current Music: Kittie - Pain
26 August 2004 @ 12:37 am
Earlier today I went to go hang at the park with one of my friends, I wouldn't have went if it was early in the morning though cuz it was raining and thunderstorming when I got up today :p it looked and sounded cool though.

It said it was 74 out but it felt pretty hot out once we got there, It's suppose to bet hotter tomorrow though so might as well enjoy the better weather as it lasts. I hope the fall breeze kicks in soon.
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Current Mood: creativecreative
Current Music: Lovefurypassionenergy - Boy Hits Car
25 August 2004 @ 01:35 am

I finally got around to it and started to clean up my room. I just had to get play some songs from Type O, H.I.M, and Smashing Pumpkins to give me some motivation. I haven't finished cleaning yet but when I get up later and finish up, I'm going to put up more posters from the magazines I've recently bought. I'll try to remember to take some pictures and put them on here.

Current Mood: determineddetermined
08 August 2004 @ 04:23 pm
I'm so f***ing done with all of this bullsh*t. I haven't been close to my sister due to past trauma from her and as of this year, she has been trying to talk to me again but with a quick look at all of the messages shes sent to me, I know she hasn't changed and she is just gonna start all of her stupid, manipulative crap again to me and I don't want it. What she has done to me has broken me, I will always be stuck with the sh*t she put me through. Now her boyfriend is getting involved.

Hes been telling how much of a fucking idiot I've been for keeping her out of my life and is claiming I pushed her away for stupid reasons. Not the case, I stopped interacting cause she had abused me.
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
10 September 2003 @ 05:26 pm

Just another pointless entry... I decided to watch Invader Zim :D

Current Location: My room
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
15 August 2003 @ 07:17 pm

Just very bored. :p

Current Location: My room
Current Mood: blahblah
30 July 2003 @ 03:03 am

Just changed my userpic, this is the whole picture if anyone was wondering.


Current Location: My room
Current Mood: hyperhyper
Current Music: Evanescence - Tourniquet
24 July 2003 @ 10:54 pm
Seven things in your room:
1. My bed
2. My computer (shitty may I add)
3. My living dead dolls
4. CDs
5. TV
6. PS2
7. Gamecube
Seven Things You Can't Live Without:
1. Air
2. Food
3. My hair
4. Clothing
5. Music
6. My friends
7. A room to myself
Seven Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. Travel
2. Grow out my hair longer
3. Learn an instrument
4. See Slipknot live (and others!)
5. Buy more weird shit!
6. Get taller (im the shortest of my family :/)
7. Get thinner
Seven Other Things:
Do You:
Smoke? Nope
Read the newspaper? Rarely
Pray? Rarely
meditate? No
Have a Job? Partially
Wish on Stars? Sometimes
Have you ever:
Gone skinny dipping? Hell no
Had surgery? Never
Swam in the dark? Twice before with my friends
Been to a Bonfire? Plenty
Ran away from home? Yeah
Played strip poker? No
Pulled an all niter? Plenty
Seven Things In The Last 24 Hours:
Have You...
Cried? No
Sang? Yeah
Been kissed? Nope XD
Felt stupid? All the time XD
Talked to an ex? N/A
Missed someone? Yes
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: awakeawake
17 June 2003 @ 08:05 pm

Sorry for bailling out on livejournal, just got too depressed and was busy with school. And starting next week I have summer classes :p

Otherwise, I've been thinking way too far ahead and I've started to plan out what I'm gonna wear on halloween.
I want to pull together a Joey Jordison costume and wear that for this year but I just gotta find a jumpsuit and his base mask.
I'd like to do this look specifically

idk I just decided I should prob post something other than just, "I'm alive" lol

Current Location: My room
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Slipknot - People = Shit